krne ko...sglenyer mcm neyh

perkara yg pling ak xske adlh....knp xjujo dlm bab yg ak perlu taw...klo org yg phm mmg phm la kn..klo xphm xpyh ckp...ak pling sensentive klo bab neyh huh...ak jnis yg cpt kecik hati tpy xpnh nk tunjuk sgt la kn prsaan ak neyh kat org la kn....n.n..kenapa la ak perlu bkecik hati dlm hal neyh huh???maybe ak syg kn ko la kn...ye mmg ak ngaku yg ak xnk amik taw psl hal silam ko and siap sgt ko la kn...tpy bnde neyh mmg ak xbleyh nk accept....ak msty taw!and ak mmg perlu taw...urm...its ok la...maybe slh ak sbb ak xnk taw kn hal lame ko kn...ak sdeyh...mkn ati...kecik ati...pling kecewa la kn..knp tibe2 ak nk mgalir kn air mate???ak dh agk..hati ak xsdap n ak akn mngis mlm neyh...rupenyer ak dh taw sbb ape n knp n mgpe...n ak dh taw knp pompuan uhh cry ko blik...ak xblh trime...dgn gaye ko mara ak lgy..ak un ade jgk haty n perasaan..ak xmara ko nk mara ak ke,pe kew...tpy dh smpi stu thap yg ak xbleyh sbr tup2 ak dpt taw brite tu...weyh!aku syg kn ko doe...ak xtaw nk ckp pe...ak nk mara ko knp xbgy thu,,tpy ak xbleyh nk bsuara..ak jdy lemah dgn ko...lgy un slap ak kn...stiap kli ak nk mara kn ko...ak jdy serba slh..sbb ak xbiase nk mara org yg ak syg sgt la kn...ak mcm..hurm....ko mgkin xtaw pe yg ak rse kn?and ko xkn thu...tpy sbr nyer la ak dgn ko.....bab kate ibu kn...ko dgn afiq kne byk bsbr..klo x..ak sndry la kne fham kn?btoi la tu...ak dgn ie kne byk kn bsbr....klo x...xkkl lme...dh byk ak bsbr dlm idop ak kn....perkataan sbr adlh la stu dry khdpn ak kn???yes!!!mmg un...prkataan bsbr adlh stu prktaan yg ak gne kn dlm idop shgge ad org nshat kn ak....bkte"sbrnye la ko dlm khdpn ko sdgkn ko sndry tskse..ko tgk jek mcm neyh tpy ak dh knl ko lme weyh..ak dh knl sgt isi dlm haty ko uhh..pe yg ko rse tempias kt ak..cbe la lepaskn pe yg ko pendam jgn la mkn...ak sdeyh tgk ko.."sdgkn kmi xbpe nk rpat sgt la kn..tpy ak tharu jgk la kn...ade jgk org nk nilai ak neyh kn...opsss.....dh terpesong seketike....smbg blik,mmg sbr ak neyh tah la..ak un xtaw la..org yg phm ak dh lme phm la kn..ak sbr bkn sbb ego,bkn sbb xsyg bkn sbb blah3 la kn...dsbbkn ak syg kn org 2 la,rendah ego la,cnte kn ko la,n sgle yg mmg xtggi2 la kn...ak tksr bhse ak mtk maaf kt ko...bkn niat ak nk mara ko taty,cume skly beban tlepas kt ak...*ko xkn phm la kn*..and ak sory sgt...urm,lgy lme ak tlis lgy ak mgrut kn??urm,2 la...syg la laki ko puas2 ehh...jgn ko mrane dh la...(tell at my self)...and i hope...ak xkn blaku pe2 pgadohan..perbalahan,keruntuhan..n mcm2 la....to girl yg tgile kn laki ak uhh kn...ko nk die boleh....just jumpe dpn2 la weyh...ko nk ak bleyh bagi la...jum jumpe b3..pe mslh n ape mslh....klo xnk setel care bek..mai sini bkk persidangan table...tpy jgg,kte2 jek bbincang kt situ ehh...tpy ak xkn gado..klo xpuas ckp..ak bkn jnis ske cry psl dgn org...dulu blh la cter..skrg ak neyh dh xmcm dlu,,sebusyuk2 ak neyh pun,sehine2 ak neyh pun,sejijik2 ak neyh pun...ati ak xdew la bek sgt kn...tpy blh lgy bwk b'adab dgn ko...ak bkn nk cter2 psl ko kt blog ak...bkn nk ungkit kew pew...even ko dh bce skly pun kn...ak nk ko taw...ak bkn perampas...die bkn kaki game..ko nk die amik...ak bgy kn..cume ko kne ingt...adkh ie akn mnrime ko blik stlh pe yg ko lakukan kt die dlu???stiap mnusia ad prsaan...bkn nyer binatang,sdgkn binatang pun blh mngis klo kte mara kn ie...iny kn kte manusia yg ad akal neyh...nk die pun...bersaing scre shat la....grow up la syg...dont be fool!!matang la skit ...ak sbgi gf ie ingt xskit aty blew ibu cter psl ko kt ak,,,die cter psl ko kt ak..and ak sndry bce pe yg ko tlis psl die kt ak...tpy ak diam kn???ak xbsing pe2 un..mlah ak xmik tindakn pun...bkn ak xnk msuk...cume ko xptt la nk libat kn sume org dlm hal neyh..klo ko dgn dia..ko setel kn dgn ie elok2...bkn dgn cre neyh weyh!sumpah doe!ak mmg skit aty dgn ko...mmg ak rse nk hempuk jek pale ko smpi pecah...tpy gentel ak xkn buat mcm uhh...sbb ap???ko pkir sndry la kn...bkn sbb pengecut or tkot just ak xblh...sbb ak neyh d'ajr cre yg elok...dh la weyh..ko xpyh nggu dia la...xpyh nk nggu hbgan kmi la...bnde dh sdah2 kn la...tpy if ko nk bdegil jgk..jum mai kte meet b3...and cter pe yg ko xpuas aty kt die..kt ak..ap yg ko nk..pe2 blah3 la...be a mature person...dont be a stupid girl that i know u ryte now....

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